I wonder about what I wonder

Hhmmmm! Do you ever just find yourself sitting and thinking. And there isn't necessarily anything going on in your thoughts. You are just sitting. Contemplating. Wondering. That is me tonight. Just thinking. Nothing in particular. Just kinda looking back over my last few days.

How good it feels to sing. Had a rehearsal Tuesday and sang for 2 hours straight. Sometimes I am amazed that my love for the art of singing gives me life and endurance. I honestly don't know where it comes from. I guess that is what makes me believe that the desire is God-given. Because only He could sustain me and keep me through moments like that.

How blessed I have found myself this week with the people that God has put in my life. Learning to just accept them for who they are and just love them has been a great lesson for me to learn. Seeing them as better than myself---which I must observe as the worst of sinner saved by grace. And if that is how I am, then surely I can forgive them and love them as Christ forgave me.

Do you ever sit and wonder where you will be in 10 years because of where you are now and the amazing way of how you got even this far. Exciting isn't it. I mean, who knows what the days will bring and the months and the years. And yet it makes each day kinda special in its own way.

Today I found myself thinking about my students and the impact I could and am having on their lives. It hit me today that "You know, I am supposed to be 'that woman' that the Bible talks about for them to look up to." Kinda makes you think and change your perspective. Boy is it a reality when you realize that you are supposed to be the one now that is settled, know where you walk, know how to talk, yet humble enough to keep learning. And somehow they have to see it. WOW!

Well, really I didn't want anything. Just blabbling. Just thoughts, yet nothing big.