A New Phase!
As I sit here sipping my coffee, preparing for my new day--my new job--my new start--I feel a certain amount of nervousness settle in. And yet, mixed in with those nerves is a strange sense of calmness. I don't really know what is causing the nerves---a little bit of everything maybe (from fear to excitement). But I think it is good.
You see I start a new phase of life today! What thought. Yesterday at 4:00, I literally walked out the office door of my former job, and didn't look back. I felt no anger, no bitterness, no regrets. I had no thoughts really---except for, "Don't look back, Shellie. Just keep walking!" And I did!
I think there comes a point in life when you just decide to go on. Hindsiight is always 20-20. I wish I could have come to that realization sooner. But I am also aware that there is a time for everything.
And so the healing begins. I don't know what this phase holds. Today, I don't care. Well, right now, I don't. Who knows what today holds! :) My thoughts could change! I'll let you know! Tee hee! But right now, I move on. Forgetting those things which are behind, looking forward to the Glorious Hope that God has placed before me.
You see I start a new phase of life today! What thought. Yesterday at 4:00, I literally walked out the office door of my former job, and didn't look back. I felt no anger, no bitterness, no regrets. I had no thoughts really---except for, "Don't look back, Shellie. Just keep walking!" And I did!
I think there comes a point in life when you just decide to go on. Hindsiight is always 20-20. I wish I could have come to that realization sooner. But I am also aware that there is a time for everything.
And so the healing begins. I don't know what this phase holds. Today, I don't care. Well, right now, I don't. Who knows what today holds! :) My thoughts could change! I'll let you know! Tee hee! But right now, I move on. Forgetting those things which are behind, looking forward to the Glorious Hope that God has placed before me.

2 Comments:
At 8:36 AM ,
sheri said...
hope you enjoy your time off
At 1:03 PM ,
Lisa said...
I'm so proud of you Shellie. You are so very strong and don't realize it yet! You are in my daily prayers and I miss you at the "old" job.
Post a Comment
Subscribe to Post Comments [Atom]
<< Home